How are your New Year’s resolutions going? Feeling guilty yet? The excesses of the holidays make clear the need to evaluate many aspects of our lives and resolve to change them.
In February we realize how idealistic we were on the first day of a new year. It’s painfully obvious that we haven’t limited our good intentions to one or two gentle self-improvements, but tried to remake the whole of our little world. Does the Lord chide us for thinking so much of ourselves that we can change our bad habits by sheer willpower? How many of those resolutions did he inspire? Aren’t those the habits that we successfully change?
The Lord impresses me as a loving guide, not a finger-pointing judge constantly pinging us on our human failures. He put some of his unselfish love in our hearts. We have the privilege of nurturing it and sharing it with his people. The other-centered desires that he puts in our hearts are not difficult to attain, for he does his part to give us all we need to fulfill them.
He wants valentines, not resolutions. He wants us to change our lives in response to our love for him. Of all the improvements we could consider, he wants us to ask him what he wants improved. He wants us to change for his sake, for love of him.
Resolutions based on the ideals of the world–to be skinnier, more attractive, or more fashionable–aren’t as significant to him as those that make a lasting difference. The Lord sees our attempts to improve. He understands that we do not know ourselves as well as he does.
He can motivate us to choose the better part, to make time for him. Alone with him, he can inspire resolutions to get our schedules, finances and families in his right order and to help us to live longer and happier lives of serving him. When he puts the will and desire in our hearts to change, then the change will last. I can’t help but think that any lasting changes are not the result of our own will power, but side effects of loving him.
Write a valentine to the Lord. Take those resolutions, the ones you are avoiding, and present them to him. Relinquish your own ideals of what you should be in the world and let him show you what you can be in him.
His love for us is overwhelming. Let our response be a life given as a valentine expressing our love in return.
What does your valentine to the Lord say to him?
Copyright © 2013, Nancy Ward
Nancy Ward
Nancy HC Ward, author of Sharing Your Catholic Faith Story, was once a shy convert. She has spent decades writing about conversion, Christian community, and the Catholic faith. After earning a journalism degree, she worked for many years for the Texas Catholic (newspaper of the Diocese of Dallas) and the Archbishop Sheen Center for Evangelization, and later began her own editing service. An active member of the Catholic Writers Guild and a regular contributor to a number of high-profile Catholic publications online, she also has a busy blog on spirituality called Joy Alive.net. She’s a contributing author to The Catholic Mom’s Prayer Companion. Now, through her Sharing Your Catholic Faith Story workshops, retreats, book, and DVD, she shares her conversion story at Catholic parishes and conferences, equipping others to share their own stories.
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